Shamelessly stolen from *kittyal

Use your favorite media player, with random selection enabled, then insert the appropriate song:

1.) Opening Credits: "Brennende Liebe" - Oomph!

2.) Waking Up: "Funky Music" - Utah Saints

3.) Falling in Love - "Green Carnival" - Guniw Tools

4.) Fight Scene: "Dancing Through Life" - Wicked Soundtrack

5.) Breaking up: "Pictures" - System of a Down

6.) Make up: "Brave New World" - Iron Maiden

7.) Secret Love: "Rapture" - Iio

8.) Mental Breakdown: "Lawn Wake IV (Black)" - The Flashbulb

9.) Driving: "He's A Pirate" - Klaus Badelt

10.) Flashbacks: "Stupid Girl" - Garbage

11.) Happy Dance: "U-Fig" - System of a Down

12.) Regretting: "Inferno (Unleash the Fire)" - Symphony X O.O

13.) Long Night Alone: "Help Me I Am In Hell" - Nine Inch Nails

14.) Life's Okay: "Californication" - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

15.) Final Battle: "The Bard's Song" - Blind Guardian

16.) Death Scene: "Animal Instinct" - The Cranberries

17.) Ending Credits: "Stars and Stripes" - Anti-Flag

Lovemuffins and Dearest Darlingest Friendsies:

Janey has some of the best IZ fanart you'll ever find. Please check out her gallery. Thank you for all your support on my art!
Better computer coloring skills than I will EVER have. I love all of her art, filled to the brim with 'cute, sexy, killing things.' Keep up your pretty pictures!
Thank you for all your comments and faves! Your work just keeps getting cuter. ^.^
Starchild's recently drawn me some pretty things in my sketchbook at school. Thanks again, love! I always love getting 'doodle presents'!
Thank you for everything! Please check out her awesome gallery.
I love the way she colors things! This is one gallery definately worth a visit!
AMAZING drawings! Please visit her gallery!
Thank you, you're so sweet to me! I love her gallery. ^.^
Cute stuff here! Please visit, she's very sweet to me!



Clubs that go BUMP! in the night:

Current favorite song: "Blue Monday" by Orgy
Mood: Scared and confused.

Bonjour, mes amis. Comment allez-vous?

Anyway, it's back to the grind for me. Today was the second day of school, so... meh. Tommorrow is my first FULL day. (The first two are half-days... why? I don't know.)

I don't know why, but this year seems scary looming ahead of me. Earlier I was excited, but due to this afternoon's events, I'm not sure of anything anymore. Most of all, my emotions, feelings, and general self-image.

It's an issue which I didn't expect. It hurt me so much to realize it. I hadn't cried about it for two months. And now, when I should be happy, I cry.

I don't want to hurt someone. I really don't. But I am swamped between feelings of guilt and feelings of resentment and spite. It's like the emotional floodgate I held closed for two months has finally burst open.

I'm scared of many things right now. This afternoon, I thought the Linkin Park song "Runaway" describes my feelings towards this situation pretty well.

"I wanna run away, never say goodbye, I wanna know the truth, instead of wondering why, I wanna know the answers, no more lies, I wanna shut the door, and open up my mind..."

Thank you to anyone who has read all of this. If any of my friends would like to know the full story, I'd be glad to send you a note, since it's not something I want to talk about in a public journal entry.

I also want to thank you all for how kind you've been to me. I appreciate it more than you can imagine.

Lovemuffins and Dearest Darlingest Friendsies:

Janey has some of the best IZ fanart you'll ever find. Please check out her gallery. Thank you for all your support on my art!
Better computer coloring skills than I will EVER have. I love all of her art, filled to the brim with 'cute, sexy, killing things.' Keep up your pretty pictures!
Thank you for all your comments and faves! Your work just keeps getting cuter. ^.^
Starchild's recently drawn me some pretty things in my sketchbook at school. Thanks again, love! I always love getting 'doodle presents'!
Thank you for everything! Please check out her awesome gallery.
I love the way she colors things! This is one gallery definately worth a visit!
AMAZING drawings! Please visit her gallery!
Thank you, you're so sweet to me! I love her gallery. ^.^
Cute stuff here! Please visit, she's very sweet to me!



Clubs that go BUMP! in the night:

Current Music: "Violet", The Birthday Massacre


School draws ever closer... I start into my sophomore year on August 8th... about a week away!

I want to take this opportunity to thank all my wonderful friends and watchers who've been so kind to me! I love you all!

My lovemuffins:
- EXCELLENT artwork! Check out her gallery, she's a real sweetheart, and doesn't give herself enough credit!
- My partner in crime, with a page filled with sexy killing things. Hope you had a good birthday party, puppybutt! :3
- Cutest stuff I've ever seen! I especially love her Lard Nar art and fancomic!
- Wow, someone I actually know in real life! Starchild's a senior this year, but we still bring havoc to the school. HI SEEEESTER!
- Squeal-inducing things over here, check out "Calzin and Dibbes"
- I love the way she colors thing! This is one gallery definately worth a visit, glad you're feeling better, hun!



My Stalkers:


Clubs that go bump in the night:


ATTENTION! Since I'm experiencing an almost unhealthy amount of artists' block, if anyone has any requests I'd be happy to accept... I promise to try to make it not-sucky... heh.

I've had this new account for, what, a couple weeks now? This is a huge disappointment.

I shall start off by doing the required, and mentioning that:

1) Rocks your human socks off!

and

2) Xenophilia is good for the soul, not unlike chicken soup.

That's all for now, my darling pig-smellies!